Angels all around.
I was feeling so down last night as I sat by myself, letting my thoughts and my past act as dementors sucking my joy and optimism away from me. It wasn’t until I reached out to an unexpected ally, someone who can identify with everything I feel that my clouded vision was made clear for me see, be and feel beautiful again. God does amazing things. He puts angels all around you when you least expect it. To protect you from dangers seen and unseen. But in my experience..to save us from ourselves..
To Nakeia, thanks.
xoxoTeen
The Paradox.
Internally, there is no way I should ever have to hurt. I shouldnt be lied to. I shouldnt be misled. I shouldnt be pacified with pretty little lies, in order to avoid the immutable truths. But hey that is life. And I am not the first to go through the process of being rejected. But doesn’t everyone start to feel like they are the only one actually being rejected? Here’s the thing so brilliantly fxcked up about this world and this generation of lovers… you can be smart no…you can be intelligent, witty, culturally inclined, intellectual, a lover of aesthetics, what every guy wants..but if all those attributes don’t come in a 5 foot something, 140 lb, appealingly proportioned, weeded out, drunken, party party party, package you are socially and romantically unacceptable. And while this is the reality, you would think those who deviate from this ideality are just okay with this situation. However I’m starting to have a hard time deciphering the victors from those defeated…
